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why do people think that its okay to hurt me? today, a girl thats been picking on me started picking on me again. im getting real sick and tired of it...

well, i dunno really. its like, all these guys at school that i have a huge crush on all have girlfriends and such. its kinda ticks me off. but what am i to say? i mean, i cant just say, "hey you. stop dating this girl and go out with me", ya know? >.> i feel like a loser. i cant do anything. i didnt make math team, quiz bowl, OR honorband... >.<

back to square one, i guess. eye doctor appointment tomorrow. im actually pretty excited. ummmm oh, and im going to see our high school marching band perform tomorrow before they go to their last competition. did i mention that they are 2nd (possibly 1st, but i doubt it) in ranking out of ALL the bands? theyre really good ^-^

thanks for giving me the idea, british-girl-at-heart :)
 
1. i play flute in my middle school band
2. The Killers are my #1 favorite band, following with Gorillaz and Blood On the Dance Floor
3. i am a Pokemon fanatic
4. Gamecube and Gameboy Advance SP are my favorite game systems (oh, and PS2, but the thicker version)
5. i like taking things old school. music, clothing... the whole nine yards
6. im hipster xD
7. i like the emo/scene look
8. i want to be a mechanic, some kind of doctor, or a professional musician when i grow up
9. im supposed to be in 9th grade, but i started school late
10. im obsessed with marching band. i cant wait until next year
11. i love dubstep and alternative rock
12. i love video games, but most of them make me feel depressive
13. im bi, and i REALLY hate it when people (more religious people than any other) judge other people for being gay or bi. JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE IF YOU DONT LIKE THEM.
14. my birthday is January 4, 1997. i was born late xD
15. i have i real sister, 2 half sisters, and two half brothers
16. Brandon Flowers is uber hot ♥♥♥
and yeah. like i said before, i got this idea from british-girl-at-heart. thank you:)

wellllp. this guy i like. i was thinking about asking him out. buuut i was at the football game and i saw him holding hands with another girl... that tore my world apart. i just reallllllllly like the guy 3:

WOW. its amazing how famous people grow up xD

Brandon Flowers: The Sexiest Man Alive♥♥♥
you know, its funny how wherever i look, i usually see a bunch of people that look like him. and dude, my world just collapsed to the point where theres almost nothing. the guy i like. you know, the one that crushed my heart 3 times, the one that put me into a deep depression? yeah. i dont know why i still like him, i just do. weeeeeell, everytime i talk to him, things just get worse and worse. and right now, i dont think it could get any worse...

lol i love that song! (refering to title) this week is our week off, and my mom has to work everyday. AND its her late week, so we probably wont be able to go to the fair -.- but idk yet. i hope we do. i LOVE the fair! :D yesterday i was outside playing with my friend and we were throwing balls to each other. a baseball and a golfball i found in the woods. okay, so my face was turned towards the sun when we were throwing around the golfball. my friend threw the ball, and i couldnt tell where the hell the thing had went. i found out seconds later. it hit my nose 3: and then the baseball jammed my finger. i need to be more careful, lol. i think i may be becoming a Belieber xD hes pretty good, actually :3

Fall is my favorite time of the year. i have so many great memories from last year around this time. the problem is is that the people they were with. everyone changed in a bad way. my relationships with them have all changed, and i hate that. :/ sometimes i wish i could go back in time...

okay, so that guy i still like has a girlfriend. both of them know that i still like him. his girlfriend is giving me a hard time about it :/ first, she tells him to tell me that he loves her and not me. okay, so that got me pretty upset. next, i thought she was posting bad stuff about me, since everything in her status matched me EXACTLY. then, i told her that she needed to get her facts straight and all, and she was rubbing it in my face that she didnt say who the status was about. then, she posted at leats two more things that i knew for sure were about me. and now we come to the part where it comes on again. she doesnt want me around her boyfriend. and the problem with that is that he has some games that i lent him a while back ago, and he needs to give them back to me. i dont know why, but he was gonna ask his girlfriend to give them to me. and today, i recieved a message that said she wouldnt give them to me (she didnt even get them) because she was being a total b*tch. you know, i really dont see why they are still together. i know i wont get him back again, but dude, he needs to get rid of her. when your boyfriend calls you names behind your back like that, you know its time to leave him. shes just really stupid. and theres this kid at my school. hes like my brother, dude. but the problem is that he and the girl i dont like are great friends. it killed me the other day because he came up to me and asked where the girl was. i think tomorrow ill tell him all about her. honestly, karma can come right back and bite me in the butt. i just want that girl to realize that she needs to stop being so prissy and a jerk.
Dear *****,
Why are you like this to me? Seriously, what did I do to deserve your crap? I don't understand why so many people like you.
Sincerely,
Monica
P.S.- You have a freakin boyfriend. Stop flirting with so many guys. >.>